The story begins here…
This Is Not A Sad Song represents my journey which began almost 5 years ago, in my bedroom in South Korea. I was simply writing in an attempt to see dull circumstances in a more positive light. Today, it reminds me that slow growth is still growth, and that if you look at things a little bit differently perhaps you may realize that this is not a sad song ...
Lyrics:The beat is soft, but this doesn’t have to be a sad song.
The tears feel taut, but don’t mean I gotta cry all day long
The feeling’s tough, but don’t mean it’s gotta be my stay song
And life feels rough - but don’t mean it’s also gotta feel so wrong
And just cause I’m lonely - don’t mean that I only have to think of it that way
If I need an angel, close my eyes - walk up to the sky I’ll find a way
It feels like a lonely sky, on summer nights...
It feels right, but who am I to compromise?
And just cause I’m lonely, don’t mean that I only have to dream of it all day
And just cause I’m holy - don’t mean I’ll never make mistakes
I’ll try again today
The beat is soft, but this doesn’t have to be a sad song
(It’s Not) 
Orphan Fae continues the tale..
It’s about childhood abandonment by loved ones - which she had held so dear
Who let her down, time and time again.
The fae attempted to reconcile their sins, falling on her knees - begging for forgiveness
But then she realized love is not meant to be self-sacrifice.Reclaiming her identity - she found her true power, hidden within and forged a greater path.
Lyrics ✨
Once long ago
Hidden within the deep, deep depths of the forest
There lived a broken orphan fae
Left abandoned for none to see
I woke up from a nightmare
I was abandoned in the woods
Left with nor a hood nor place to go 🌒🥀
But I realized I was just replaying childhood memories
Abandoned parts of me
Heavy weights
Paper trails
I swore that I had buried in the backyard for no one to see
But it seems they dug up all the scars I’d tried to bury deep
All that’s hidden underneath
Wanted to be free 🪞🕊️
But bygones can’t be bygones if you try to make me break
Behold the orphan fae ☁️🪽